Friday, May 19, 2006
i used to think i got what i needed
there's nothing much more in this world that i cant do without
but i am wrong
i am missing out on something
something so true and yet special
theres not much words to explain
or express
you need to
feel itfeel it deeply.please tell me i will be able to feel it soon
tell me i am able to make it right
tell me i am able to hold on till then
tell me oh please
tell me
when would the time come
when would it ever happen
i seem to not able to feel it
less hold it
hate this feeling of
emptiness..
would you want to feel it up for me?
envious
please colour me white instead of green
moody. mood swing coming up
bring some joy back.
tired
put me to sleep and never wake me up
just like how sleeping beauty slept. let my prince kiss me
i am getting to cranky at the moment
help me and save me!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
rushing my accounts at the moment
oh. i cant believe myself
am actually reading the da vinci code.
interesting i must say
take off that mask on your faceit is just too fakei cant stand it...anyway
Chan Yao Sheng
see are you glad that your name is mention in my blog
haha.
and guess wat i spell it correctly!
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
effective comm postpond to tmr.
time to study once again.
stats project is due on 9 june
not much time left
cos we have not even started.
i am moody these days once again.
anyone to brighten my day? haha
Monday, May 15, 2006
my eyes still hurts
the lump in my eyes seem to get bigger day by day
ouchanyway went for prayer meeting today
though it was only a short 1 hour meeting
God presence was truly there
Brother Khen Theen prayed for everyone.
i shall really believe in Lord that i can really stand out
that i can be who i ought to be.
and i really do need to spend more time praying
poly life have been tiring
and have been neglecting much
gonna buck up!
anyway rush back home after prayer meeting
on the way back
i pass by the once old macpherson building
then i suddenly remember
all the past.
we once had great memories back then
we were the last to plan the camp at there
i miss those days that i am pressured to meet the date lines
miss those days that we got scolded just because things are not planned well
i miss those days where we would stay in the SC room
till late evening before heading home.
i miss those days....
when can i plan for camps again?
when can i see the camps i plan runs successfully
OH. i so miss-ed those days!!
they all said i don seem to be myself today
too quiet in school.
did not speak much.
haha. am i always that noisey? haha
Sunday, May 14, 2006
my eyes hurts badly.
